Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
A flash of his smile had me going insane
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Held in his arms, I’d finally been claimed.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
My heart in my chest, I tried to maintain.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Professing his love in poems.. and he was lame.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Passionate about the issues, the fire to my flame.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Then one day he asked me to take his last name.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
The white dress and attention similar to fame.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
But behind closed doors. It was all just a game.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Degrading words flew out like bats from a cave.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
The tears fell faster when he forced it in my brain.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Crying in my hand I remembered Rec1aim.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Blood on my clothes I tried to remove the stains.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
My heart beat fast when I broke from the chains.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
It was a new year but it had ended the same.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
His grip was so strong and there I remained.
Red roses, back rubs and champagne,
Right by his side when I blew out my brains.